As a teenager, I discovered my way into crossdressing, wearing the clothes of girls who gave me body massages and loved the way they made me feel. From then on, I was curious to see what it would be like to wear hand-me-down pants, so I started “borrowing” pants everywhere. I got caught a few times and lost friends and stuff. This went on for years, and then the internet came along. Fast forward to MSN chat rooms. This was an eye-opener because I suddenly realized I was not the only crossdresser or lover of worn panties. There were many others like me and many others willing to sell things to people like me. I first bought panties from girls who give body massages in MSN chat rooms but lost a lot of money to people there who pretended to be salesmen. This continued and I made some big mistakes and dated some girls and some guys who give body massages. I also ended up in the hospital once after being lured in by a guy who didn’t tell me he had 6 friends at the meetup. I was beaten, bloody, and used. I called the police at the time, but all I got was, “They must have called me because I was dressed like that.” So nothing was done.
Since then, I’ve been hiding out for years, watching the internet evolve and upskirt sites pop up everywhere, so I decided to try out a few. Armpits were not a comfortable place for crossdressers. It was okay for a man to buy panties to masturbate to and smell, but it was unacceptable for a crossdresser to buy panties to smell and wear,I got a fair amount of abuse and some salespeople refused to sell me anything.
Found a new page
Then one day this fairly new site popped up in my search results. I found All Things Worn, a site I had never seen before. It was a site offering body massages from girls of all shapes, sizes, and looks, and it sold pretty much everything I wanted to buy, even some things that weren’t my taste. This was a site where no one was shamed, no fetish was condemned, and no abuse was accepted. There were girls here offering full-body massage packages for sissies, and although I am by no means a sissy, just a crossdresser, I thought that was interesting.
I chatted with the girl for a while and explained that the outfit was made just for me. Imagine my surprise when she was excited to source clothes and underwear for me, and even asked if I had any handbags or other accessories. Well, that led to another purchase.
Over the years, I have had a lot of sexual experiences and would describe myself as bisexual and submissive. When I started telling the girls this during my body massage, instead of the expected reaction, I got a hug. The body massage girls here seemed to welcome me into their community and accepted me as a person and not some old pervert as I was previously called. I made unexpected friendships here, and through conversation, I was able to explain my deep desire to wear clothes with feminine fragrances that I don’t have. Many of the body massages offered here are very welcoming, and I even had a salesperson recommend my clothing size.
I’ve had this badge for 2 years now, and there are salespeople here that I love as friends, people I can just chat with and be myself with. And I’ve expanded my wardrobe of clothes, accessories, shoes, etc., and I feel so much more confident in myself and who I am. It helped me grow, feel better about myself, and accept who I am. I love being able to interact with everyone on my dashboard. To me, this is more than a website to sell pants. ATW has become my social site and I love being here. I am forever grateful to the body massage girls who made me a friend and a shopper. The most important thing I felt here is to show respect not only to buyers but also to sellers, and how long should it continue. I hope this site will not become a community again.
So at the moment, more or less, I spend most of my free time chatting and socializing. In the morning, you can find me, as always, sending morning greetings or commenting on posts. Life is wonderful, and I love being here with you.
