I thought I should write something about it, but why not? This may show that I am a better person and help others in similar situations. What’s the worst that can happen? I had my first child at 17, had 3 major pregnancies, and had sex everywhere, including my back, thighs, arms, breasts, and stomach.
The beginning of the problem
I was in a bad relationship for a long time, but it got worse after I had children. I used to be the woman who hid her sexuality behind sweats, had a headache, and relied on marijuana to make me smile.
When I got out of this situation, I lost 20 pounds and regained my confidence and self-esteem after being told that I no longer wanted to have sex. A new relationship is born, how beautiful! No, I’m going in circles. The same thing happened to me, I came back down to earth, the weight I lost came back, my hair fell out and I kept crying, “Why am I not enough?”
After the baby was born, I had to go through everything again. I lost 20 pounds, looked at my sexuality in the mirror, cried, and thought, “Why did this happen to me? So what about sexual dysmorphia? This is a party.
I step on the scale four times a day…I’ve put on more weight since this morning, am I still bloated?! Then, with just a change in balance, I began to realize all the weaknesses I thought I had. This is where “it’s all broken” comes in.
I accidentally went online and read about pictures of my feet being sold. I thought: Isn’t this a dream? The sexiest things I’d pay to see my feet, yes!? I joined Relationship knowing there was more to it than pictures of feet. I saw this beautiful, brave woman, and I saw my fetish become normal. I saw the acceptance of sexual relations. It’s beautiful, isn’t it? Of course, there are times when I get upset and avoid something until I get upset, but I hope it explains why. I still have a long way to go, so do you see more pictures of my face on your dashboard than my sexual activity? Let’s have our relationships in this world. Doesn’t our outward appearance define who we are? Did I meet some amazing people through ATW and stay close to them for a long time? Stay nice and humble and remember that kindness always wins.
